'Nobody knows this little Rose --It might a pilgrim be Did I not take it from the waysAnd lift it up to thee.Only a Bee will miss it --Only a Butterfly,Hastening from far journey --On its breast to lie --Only a Bird will wonder --Only a Breeze will sigh --Ah Little Rose -- how easy For such as thee to die! '
'
sang this voice
(^it was kate's) (poem emily's)
to a me
under red flower oragami paper birds
on good basement floor.
my little snips of papers and stuff all around.

so now i'm eighteen.
: )
isn't it exactly the same as good as yesterday :) fine : )

if you'd like, you can go watch these videomusics that i am watching here

and accidentally start to laugh
(not as in an accidentally laugh for a funny way your friend trips
or if it's supposed to be quiet but you are just laughing for some reason. )

but i'm here in a class wearing headphones and watching, other kids are trying to do work,

:
:and i found these live songs of mewithoutyou,
and watch aaron weiss twirl and jump all good and gather flowers, maybe it is
my heart dance or something,or it's his heart dance and that we can all see it so well.

he shouts his poems and twirls,
and i'm like I WANT TO!
and then laugh because it's perfect maybe.


( this winter, i was invited to one of those huge bible musicals in lancaster,
and it was the bethlehem story of coarse, and
they had the angels singing in all different voicetones,
all rehearsedsmile with their hands clasped infront of their dresses,
and i was like

yeah right
why would angels sing like how we do in church?

i bet they twirl around and laugh, or maybe start to sing but can't handle all the beautifullness.
one psalm or proverb says 'the waters saw you and writhed; very depths convulsed.'
don't oceans make you think of angels in heaven?

perhaps bad theology, but We were all warm. )


but yes, go watch. and if you do
watch: four word letter
and: tie me up! untie me!